I do realize that I look really serious and sometimes angry when I'm not smiling. You know how some people always have this happy go lucky face all the time, well, I'm not one of those. I smile when I feel like it, and my smile is always genuine. I hate it when some people always have this fake smile on their face. I hate it even more when a waiter or some guy at the movie rental place told me I need to smile more. How rude? They don't even know me. Actually I don't even know why they felt the need to say anything. Were they trying to cheer me up or they just felt uncomfortable with my unsmiling face? So then I would have to fake smile in return because I'm nice, but that little moment there end up making my day crappy because they have pissed me off. I'd rather have them ask me if something is wrong, instead of just assume that I'm an unhappy serious person. If they don't care enough to know why I don't smile, or if my serious face makes them feel uncomfortable, then they just need to look the other way. Yes I know, I'm a meany. I know they are just trying to be nice. Sigh... okay I will work on this, dang it!

I just had tostada the first time. It's delicious! Hurray for El Ray!...I was so happy it's pay day today. Bought some stuff from Origins and will rate it later.... I'm beginning to realize blogs are not all that personal. You can't really say whatever you have in mind because it's viewed by many people, especially your friends and families. It really upset me when my mom used to call me up just to tell which words I misused on my blog. She doesn't do that anymore after my silent protest her insensitivity by stop blogging for a while. I think I had made my point.