Grumpy

I'm going to be so grumpy these couple weeks because I have to wake up at 6 every morning to take Peter to work. I don't really mind that much because I know Peter would do the same for me. He's already done so much more driving for me than I deserve. The problem I guess is not waking up early, it's I can't fall asleep at 10. Last night I didn't fall asleep until 3 in the morning, which was three hours ago. I wish we had two cars right now. After his orientation though, we will be working the same hours. Things will be dandy again.

I'm a very calm person in general, and I don't show my emotions that often. However, I feel like I'm more real than most people. Some people can have so much emotions but those emotions seem so much to be fabricated. They react the way based on what other people think they should and not how they really feel, as if they are without soul. I feel sorry for them.