Friday, May 05, 2006

Dreams and hope


My mind has been going a little crazy lately. It's like that every time after a trip. I think it's because I feel depressed that the fun time is over. My last trip was to Minneapolis last weekend. I had so much fun that almost made me want to move there. I have been thinking about it, just thinking. I have to consider how our lives will be changed if we move there. We'd like to raise our children here in Des Moines. Our plan of having babies changes every year. We are planning on starting a family next year, but it may change again. I'm scared, but I think having babies will be wonderful even though they come with tons of responsibilities and sacrifices. I know some couples who are married all their lives and never have kids. I hope we don't become like that. Don't get me wrong, there's nothing wrong with that, it's just not us. We want a nice size family, maybe 4-5 kids and many grandchildren. Haha...

I know we all have different dreams and hope, we all live different lives. What you want for yours may not be what I want for mine. My dear friends, I wish you all the best whether you just want to live in a farm and milk cows, or pursuing the nobel prize.